Hope to Die

Never wanted to live like this
Never understood why
All my lfe nothing ever worked out
Think I lived a lie
Told him not to touch me again
Said I was a liar
Said I never did anything wrong
But I knew that everything was wrong

Now I'm lying on a cot
Staring at three walls
The bars that separate me and the world
Melt away the scars
Can't see why I should stay
On this earth too long
Now I take off my bra
And I sing this song

Cross my heart and hope to die
Can't go on I tell you why
18 hours too late for me
Now I hope to die with the 36C

Now I tell you why
I was stopped for a speeding ticket
I was so embarrassed
I was a happy homeworker in my sheltered world
All the shame forced me to kill and join the other girls
Jane Russell and Marilyn will greet me
Won't mistreat me!

So I had to wrap the straps around his neck his neck his neck
Underwires get tighter and tighter
As his eyes get wider and wider
You wouldn't like me when I'm- Huh!
You wouldn't like me when I'm- Huh! Huh!
You wouldn't like me when I'm angry!

Cross my heart and hope to die
Can't go on I tell you why
18 hours too late for me
Now I hope to die with the 36C