HOPE FOR A LOST CAUSE

[Verse 1: AC]
All this rage and this anger is just a façade
Fuck, I hide behind words and in turn hide flaws
Beaten, neglected, no one expected
Spittin' out my heart, not soul is affected
Do read all my lyrics? (Yeah)
Do the fans really hear them? (Nah)
'Cause it's all in appearance (Huh)
Got me scared of my feelings
Did you really understand when you left for that man?
How it killed all my plans for mom I don't have
For mom I don't have
Fuck, I'm hurting, got this Glock in my hand to my head and my trigger fingers burning
What's my purpose? Go to you for my guidance, then I feel like I ain't really worth shit
Was it worth it?

[Chorus: SCHIZO]
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this rage
I don't wanna feel this pain
Said I just wanna
I just want to numb my pain
I just want to run away
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this rage
I don't wanna feel this pain
Said I just wanna
I just want to numb my pain
I just want to run away

[Verse 2: VAGUE]
Dad was an addict, that's why I rap all this mad shit
Wrote songs all about how my dad dipped
Screamed so much, every track that I rapped clipped
Hands up asked god for a sequel
Asked for my father, he asked for the needle
Fuck all this faith and my hope in a bible
Never seen this shit but all the dope and my trials
Your actions and absence, lead to this blackness
Because of your habits, I’m lackin' compassion
My world is collapsin', all good 'cause I practice my talents
Goin' off like, I’m Manson, oh well 'cause I guess life’s tragic

[Chorus: SCHIZO]
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this rage
I don't wanna feel this pain
Said I just wanna
I just want to numb my pain
I just want to run away
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this rage
I don't wanna feel this pain
Said I just wanna
I just want to numb my pain
I just want to run away