​hope

Are you still haunted by that moment?
And how have you battled the psychological pain?

Honestly that took me a while
I was endured so much emotional pain
I went through so much nightmare
I was so scared
And I was not a child anymore
It's not like nine years old
But I'm nineteen years old
And I just have so much questions at that time
Why me?
What's the purpose of my life?
And my life is so darkness
No hope, no joy and no future
And I didn't know who I can talk to
And that's why I just ask God
Where are you?