HONEYPOT

I been tryna so hard just to make this shit work
I been feeding off the pressure, stomach full of middle earth
I been reaching towards sky, hope its blue but its all grey
Your girl's anatomy all over my face
And this is my space, no I’m not tom
But I’m bout to drop a bomb, better tune your alarms
Yo im up early, before the sun shine
Sipping simply orange, simpleminds think I’m farrakhan
Pause a minute to sit back and just think
As i spark a cigarette, my life flew by in a blink
So before it flash, Imma sip up on this flask
Imma sit upon the grass, watch the view and just ask
Damn - what the fuck, does it all mean
My whole life been chaotic, bout to rupture like a spleen
Peep my account, see what ive amounted
If its fucking negative, ill fire my accountant
Yo its been a minute thought i lost myself
Im streaming thoughts with desire to off myself
But now thats just a photo in the folder
And I’m coming back vengeance so you know the wait is over
Im tipping scales and light rails, with scales ive constructed
In my cranium, you a board piece I’m reluctant
Towards hearing your shit, modern internet rappers
On my fucking feed tryna beef with a
I could call you out now, on wax, real loud
And dismantle your whole ego, at the start of each vowel
But i won’t
Behind closed doors i know you judge me
So why the fuck is it when i walk thru the door you try to hug me
Rip the hinges off imma throw em in yo face
Imma spit you with my venom, then i spray your ass with mace
Thats the case, this mans too pussy, to try to proach me
When i see him in public he will turn into a ghost see
Why these motherfuckers acting so similar?
Likeminded bitches ion care if you ain't feeling the
Wrath of my white ass - on the white page
Veins are filled with ice, i might start another ice age
Lot of flakey tryna get up on my cereal
I captain crunch em like its nothing, how’d i get imperial?
Like venereal, ill spread across the youth
Yo I’m tighter than y’all, ya better tighten up ya noose
Yes i got a screw loose
Pariah pete
Invite my haters to a show, show a star shine
My flow is so sickening i must barf rhymes
In an odd time - feeling so boxed in
These four walls i reside in stay watching
The creases in em looking like some eyes
I surround myself with leeches who are hidden in disguise
Makes my blood boil - serve yo ass hot & ready
I burn out motherfuckers betta park the chevy
Betta listen up, I’m the self doubt
That you battle everyday but i got a fucking mouth
I notice more, everyday in every way
I collectively evaluate the details in my face
That so many people are feeding off their ego
Hurts to swallow pride - you got sore throat cuz you feeble
Imma revolt - if not elope
I’m just gliding thru life, like skiers on a ski slope