​honesty

[Intro]
Don't fuck with me
Do not fuck with me
Especially right now, like for real
Yo, ayy
Ayy, 9TAILS, yeah, okay, whatever

[Verse]
I'ma try to be sober for a week (For a week)
Tossing, turning, I been fucking up the sheets (Fuck it up)
Why continue when the future's looking bleak? (So bleak)
Barely living and my chest is scaring me (Fuck it up)
I could give you the attention that you seek (Yeah)
I could help a thousand people to their feet (Raise up)
I could fucking save a life but never me (Not me)
Don't you try 'cause there's no way you're saving me (I'm all dead)
I could feel heart palpitations happen when I breathe (Oh no)
I could feel the acid climbing every time I eat (Yeah)
They say "It's a scary life, take this, it'll work" (Pills)
It's been half a year and I'm only feeling worse (So bad)
Residential doctors tell me it's anxiety (Yeah)
I could fucking tell you that, now get to helping me (Come on)
I wonder what the feeling's like of breathing normally
Can't identify the happiness when it's so new to me (It's true)

[Bridge]
Slow down
I can't even smoke now (No weed)
I been on the same damn comedown (Yeah)
Since this time last year, this time last year
This time last—
March now (March now)
Hot or cold, I never go out (Fuck outside)
See my friends like once a week at best
'Cause I'm in my zone now
I'm not myself when it's cold out (I am not myself when it's cold outside)

[Verse 2]
I been seeing shadow figures in the corner of my vision
I been thinking 'bout my friends and all their thoughts and all their feelings
I don't think they really like me (No, they don't)
And that thought really frightens me (I know they don't)
I'm being honest and that doesn't really happen a lot (Yeah, it doesn't happen a lot)
Doesn't really happen a lot (Damn, it doesn't happen a lot)
Yeah, it doesn't (It's true)