honestly, i don’t really wanna die

Throw my head right
I can't sleep, why?
Honestly i
Dont even wanna die
Tossing, turning
My chest, burning
Yea im hurting`
But i gotta get thru this

I'm biting my nails
I'm nervous
My only thought's
"i can't do this"
But i wanna try
But i wanna try
I dont wanna cry
No i dont wanna cry
Throw on a scarf
It's cold outside
I can't steal ur heart
But u can steal mine
My brains wrapped in
A thousand lies
I tell myself
And all of human kind

And for u id kill myself
Nothin else to live for so i might as well
And im so annoying n i can't even help
Myself
Or anybody else

No one else to talk to
I rlly dont want to
Cuz when u look at me
I start feeling like im not cool
And i dont wanna mess up with u
I feel like my heads unscrewed

I know i'm not bad
But i'm still sad
I can't trust myself
I only bring me down
Down
Down
Down
Down
Down

U look so cute when ur all alone
No one else to talk to no one else to phone
And im so annoying n i can't even help
Myself
Or anybody else

(can't help myself
Or anyone else
Im so annoying
I'll just kill myself)