Honestly

[Intro]
T's on the beat

[Chorus]
You been on my mind heavy lately
Havin’ issues with trust again, I'm reminiscin'
It’s gon' take some time, I'm heavily medicated
See this shit took a lot of me, I hate the feelin'
Different city with different girls
I never really knew how to love
Locked away, protect yourself
If you don't talk, how I'ma know you felt?
Honestly, all I wanted was honesty
Honestly, you became a whole part of me
Said you was down for me
How I let you get out of my reach?
Honestly, I knew that you was down for me

[Verse 1]
(I thought you was)
Somethin' ‘bout you I can't get over, girl, you special
(I thought you was)
You played me, you played me and I let you
(And I let you)
How did it come down to this? (How)
How did it come to this back and fort
Fightin’ and fussin’ and arguments? (Damn)
Oh-oh, I did everything you wanted me to
I took you everywhere with me, you know that I miss it
Girl, I went the hardest with you (Hardest)
I had a whole lot of scars and you knew (Scars)
I buss the bag down the middle
You know that it's nothin’, I gave you whatever
Make sure I loved you the way that nobody ever did
I bet you gon' miss it forever (Forever)
I'm on a whole ‘nother, whole ‘nother level (Level)
I can't make time for you now on my schedule
I got a whole lot of business to handle
Too hate to come back, see me lit like a candle
Stop tellin’ your friends that we got somethin' goin' on
You know that you played me, it's over with
It won't be the same now that I got it goin' on
Whatever we had, it's over with (Over with)

[Chorus]
You been on my mind heavy lately
Havin' issues with trust again, I'm reminiscin'
It's gon' take some time, I'm heavily medicated
See this shit took a lot of me, I hate the feelin'
Different city with different girls
I never really knew how to love
Locked away, protect yourself
If you don't talk, how I'ma know you felt?
Honestly, all I wanted was honesty
Honestly, you became a whole part of me
Said you was down for me
How I let you get out of my reach?
Honestly, I knew that you was down for me

[Verse 2]
Bonnie, Clyde
Said you'll never leave my side (Yeah, yeah)
How you lie?
Say you gon' be down for life? (Yeah, yeah)
Every time I think about it
I can feel that flame in my soul
I put it all on the line for you
I gave you whatever and you know
Came threw whenever you needed the kid (Needed me)
Put you on a pedestal
Never gave you a reason to be leavin' the kid (I did)
Girl, you know that you was comin' first rorever
No matter whatever I did (I swear)
Time after time, you know I forgave you
No matter whatever you did (That's on my soul)
That's on everything, shawty, I ain't gotta lie
When it came to lovin' you, I ain't never have to try
And just to tell the truth, girl, you got me on fire
See I only wanted you, but now you want another guy
Can't get over it, can we make amends?
I wanted more than this, I ain't settlin' for friends (Get up)

[Chorus]
You been on my mind heavy lately
Havin' issues with trust again, I'm reminiscin'
It's gon' take some time, I'm heavily medicated
See this shit took a lot of me, I hate the feelin'
Different city with different girls
I never really knew how to love
Locked away, protect yourself
If you don't talk, how I'ma know you felt?
Honestly, all I wanted was honesty
Honestly, you became a whole part of me
Said you was down for me
How I let you get out of my reach?
Honestly, I knew that you was down for me