Honest Song

What going through your mind right now?
Are you mad at me
Or is that all
In my head?
I can’t tell what’s real anymore

Something in the water here
Makes the skin on my face appear
Gritty like sand
Am I just allergic to home?

I wanna write an honest song
Maybe everybody will move on
Once I’ve revealed
Who I really am

Everybody thinks im an angel
Cause I can sing so sweet
You would not believe how pathetic
I can really be

God only knows it
Only god knows the truth
I'd never show it
I would bе alone for good

I don’t wanna grow up, Mom
I just wanna curl into a ball
Try to convince myself
That if God is lovе, I’m safe

God only knows it
Only god knows the truth
One day He’ll show it
He’ll show it to all of you
Then you will see
Who I really am