Honest

What does it cost to be honest
To be loyal
To be true?
What does it take to be frank?
To break the heart of the one who loves you
Please, what do you need?
What can I do so you’ll believe that I slept with her
Because I’m insecure
And I felt like I deserved
The right to be a jerk
And now I’ll never give in
I’ll never forgive
You for making that stupid so-called joke
When you said you wouldn’t care if I slept with other girls
'Cause your words are important
And I've wanted to be important to you
Since before I gave you twelve of the orangest roses in 2002
And that’s a really long time
When you’re twenty-nine
Over a third of my whole life I had spent wishing you were mine
So if you think I’m unwell
Then you can go to hell
If you think that my head’s not right 'cause I couldn’t read your mind
Then you can fuck yourself, I’m telling you I couldn’t tell that you were for real
That you were in it for keeps
That you were in it so deep, deep down from your earlobes to your feet
You say the things you did had shown me so I really should have known
But where the fuck was I to go with what you told me now I feel like We’re stuck
We’re in the land before time
And I’m coming down to tell you where I lost my mind
Where I lost my mind
That I lost my mind
Off highway 79
And I’m coming down to tell you where I lost my mind
Where I lost my mind