Hometown hero

[verse]
I’m up late at night trynna get my state of mind
In a better place so I can write some words and say the lines
But every days the same I hate my face I hate my way of life
I hate the way I rap I hate the way that I'm so hateful christ
Every day I lose confidence
Nobody round me wanna offer tips
They just laughing at me talking shit
Another failure who really thinks he’s got a gift
Dr. Pepper 2 liter for the cotton mouth
A day without me smoking is a day that I will not allow
Body is on autopilot now I got a bong in mouth
Now I’m high and lazy will I ever havе a song come out
Probably not I use beats I can’t afford to buy
Dеad man’s voice I don’t even think I sorts try
Someone said the song was shifty so of course ignored the guy
Maybe he was onto something I think I was born to die