Homesick

[Chorus]
I'm where I don't belong
This struggle of the thorn
I really just want to go home
I don't want to be here
Rising, then I fall
I want to be here, Lord
I really need you right now
W.W.E smack-down
I didn't mean to let you down again
I don't want revenge
I want to make amends
I want to make it up to you in every way that I can

[verse]
If I'm going be honest
Being heartless
Would be my G.T.A
If we can kill our opposition
Instead of being in pain
If I can kill off my depression with the pills [?]
[?]
Eating through me, might not make
[?] ,used to be my favorite
Your life is what you paid for
He covered me like an apron

Don't you worry 'bout it

When I made some other songs
There was something I didn't mean
I did it for attention, I wanted them to notice me
I used to walk the Glock with extender
But I got here with the beam
If I ever got it, probably would've used it

[Chorus]
I'm where I don't belong
This struggle of the thorn
I really just want to go home
I don't want to be here
Rising, then I fall
I want to be here, Lord
I really need you right now
W.W.E smack-down
I didn't mean to let you down again
I don't want revenge
I want to make amends
I want to make it up to you in every way that I can

[verse 2]
Down on the ground, with my knees bent
Feel like Climate Change going through all of these seasons
So fast!
Feel like giving up
What my cup weighs
Not so fast-
God can pick me up
I need your love to [?]
I can't even run no more
I can only crawl
I'm at the point where I'm saying
All my sin is only small
I know that I ain't perfect, but I can't keep holding on
Trying to justify it leads to ruin in the long run

It's always women, they so deceiving
I'd be tagging all my friends like some graffiti
Defacing property, my temple ahs been needy
My temple has been [?]
Heart barely beating