Homesick

[Verse 1]
My daddy never picked me up from school, played it cool
But I was left sitting on the ledge, feeling like a fool
My mommy never read me stories
Tucked me in, kiss me good night
The only warmth I ever got was from my nightlight
Day after I watch the other children play
But the only game I played was
Fetch the beer can, bring the lays
I felt so ashamed but I know I wasn’t to blame
This is insane, didn’t complain
Champaign, her vein
Mommy had so much jewelry
Her real love, diamond pearls
Yeah she had no time for me, what a tomfoolery
I'ma sneak out of the house and take her pretty case
Sell it off Grey Street and then I’ll have my own big place
My daddy was no fun ever since he got a gun
With a diamond tip, he could throw you a pistol whip
But someday I'ma take his gun and put it to his face
Blow that fucking trigger and I’ll be filled with bloody praise

[Bridge]
I’m just gonna creep up on you, like a fucking walking bass
When that gun fires, then I’ll shoot higher without a trace
They say the quiet ones are the most clever and sly
You know I can’t tell a lie
You’re all gonna fucking die

[Verse 2]
Fast forward two years later counting all these bands
I got fifty grand, could fill a whole land
They’re calling for me and cheering my name
I’m lying without no pain, my game, no blames
So I cannot help but feel dislocated
Did I really have all this built up hatred?
Nah, nah, you’re not gonna take me to school
Because I run all the fucking rules

[Chorus]
I grew up with nobody, just wanting to be somebody
Don’t you find that so funny?
Oh shit, where’s all my money?
This life ain’t no sweet honey
I think I’m feeling
Just a little homesick

[Outro]
Oh, you're not gonna take me to school
Because I run all the rules