HOMESICK!

(Vivo)

[Verse 1]
So it's that nigga in the mirror who I can't look in the eye
And every time that I try, I can't catch his gaze, I wonder why
I look my mother in her eyes and recite the kindest of lies
Let her believe that I'm chasing her dreams, a wall I hide behind
Steady construction, everyone I love just gets corrupted
Expression sculpted, project it outward until they love him
Build my ass a tower, guarantee I'll act above it
Volcanic eruption, thе assumption becomes dysfunction
My nigga, you's a loser, a usеr, sometimes abuser
Any value that you hold only exist in a computer
Fucking goof, you only matter when you're in the booth
The only reason I'm sayin it, no one's gonna tell you the truth
It's okay, though
It costs to talk to friends, call that a payphone
'Cause niggas only want you when you're lookin like a bankroll
'Cause niggas only like you when you faded, think they hate sober
This trigger finger itch, I think it's time to take a break, bro

[Hook]
It's my life, isn't it?
I can't quit, so I sit back and laugh
(Sit back for a little bit)
I take a puff and pass, and leave it in the past
See me for my weakness, see me for my strength
See me for the things I wanna be and keep it plain
Do you still love me?
Do you still love me?

[Verse 2]
I wake up in the same fit I almost went to space in
Like alien invasions, I get too high too faded
Make bangers in my basement, praying for a placement
Praying for some payment, and praying for some patience
Patient, fuck motivation, straight activation
Complicated situations, revelations
No explanations, baby, we paper chasing
Mask on, machete
The way I get to slaying
Sometimes, it seems the more I dream, the more the more I let myself down
She was my buoy out at sea, it seems that I should've drowned
These memories don't mean a thing to me, my head's in the now
I used to hear her vividly, now I'm forgetting the sound
If I don't laugh, I'll be sad
Thinking about everything that we had
Wouldn't take it back and that's a fact
What I gave to you, can't take it back
It's fine

[Hook]
It's my life, isn't it?
I can't quit, so I sit back and laugh
(Sit back for a little bit)
I take a puff and pass, and leave it in the past
See me for my weakness, see me for my strength
See me for the things I wanna be and keep it plain
Do you still love me?
Do you still love me?