​homesick

[Intro]
I know you ain't been home in a while now
And all that I can do is get high now
I wonder where you spend all your time now
How you coping, are you doing some lines now?

[Verse]
I need more toxins just to numb the pain
I don’t wanna focus cause it comes again
Wave and after wave and after wave again
Plays back in my mind of all the things you said
I wonder if it's dangerous now to fall asleep
I feel my pulse be dropping and I'm sinking deep
Down into my bed, I’m sewing what I'll reap
If I should I die, I pray the Lord, my soul, to keep

[Chorus]
If I should die, I pray the Lord, my soul, to keep, yeah
I'm homesick since you left and now I'm six feet deep
If I should die, I pray the Lord, my soul, to keep
I'm homesick since you left and now I'm-

[Verse]
And I ain't heard from you or gotten any text in a minute
'Cause I’m an asshole and I’m selfish baby boo, yeah I get it
And if you left forever, I guess I deserve what I'm getting
But I’m still mad you had to leave 'cause you don't fuck with the vision
I'm speaking how I feel so just listen
I got some more to say I’m spilling all my guts on the linens
I gotta open up, so I'll go grab a knife from the kitchen
I gotta spill out all my words, they're bleeding out on the dishes
We don't talk like, wow I can't believe this shit
You just ghost cause you think that you can finish it
Some new soul'll wife you, yeah, cause you can get it bitch
I be dying out here cause it's how I'm livin' bitch

[Chorus]
If I should die, I pray the Lord, my soul, to keep, yeah
I'm homesick since you left and now I'm six feet deep
If I should die, I pray the Lord, my soul, to keep, yeah
I'm homesick since you left and now I'm six feet deep