Homesick

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m so homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me

[Chorus]
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me

[Chorus]
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’m

[Verse]
Tryna feel safe, even as an adult
'Cause growin' up
I ain’t never really found me a home
I had a house
Like, yeah, I had a roof and a stove
I got a beautiful family
Water, food, and some clothes

[Verse]
But, I was goin' through some shit
That I could never tell a soul about
Every day was gettin' worse
Self esteem was goin' south
Listen to my song, I’m not okay
Whenever it comes out
It’ll tell you more about my life
From when I was a child

[Verse]
Yeah I try to never let it get me down
As a kid I tried to learn to swim but then I fucking drowned
Yeah I’m going through my life like I’m tryna change
Even though I’m trying every day
And I still feel the same

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m so homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me

[Chorus]
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me

[Chorus]
I guess, I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’m

[Verse]
Try'na find myself in this mess of a home
Look at the ruins
I like it when I’m left here alone
Just goin' through it
There’s so much in my head that’s unknown
I cannot view it
So every time I’m getting too close then it’s elusive

[Verse]
So, I just like to sit on my throne like I’m secluded
And if the demons get in my zone well then I shoot 'em
I like to pick ‘em clean from the bones for when I chew em
Repressed the memories in my dome like I subdued it

[Verse]
Until I go to bed and lay to sleep at night
Then they’re takin' over everything just like a parasite
Yeah, I wake up in the morning with some tired eyes
You’re tellin' me I don’t look okay
And I say I’ll be fine

[Pre-Chorus
Yeah, I guess I’m just a little homesick
Looking at my past through flashbacks like old clips
It’s kinda like a movie that you’ve seen a thousand times
But you don’t remember the plot
Outta sight outta mind

[Bridge]
I’m so homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me

[Chorus]
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me

[Chorus]
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’m…