Homesick

[HOOK]
I’ve been feeling homesick
I’ve been on my own
Lost myself tryna find my soul
Late night drives and I’m on this road
Screaming inside never let it all show
Feeling homesick
I’ve been on my own
Lost myself tryna find my soul
Late night drives and I’m on this road
Screaming inside never let it all show

[VERSE]
Why you always making promises you can’t keep
Why you always push away till we don’t speak
Either way it’s all love wish you god speed
I understand I’m not perfect in the slight least
Everybody makes mistakes
Man that’s just life
Sometimes I don’t wanna open up my eyes
Been looking up for some guidance nеver got a reply
Tell mе why it’s always you that I turn to to shine some light
I really struggle with faith
And the concept of death
I hate thinking this for nothing
And I’m overly stressed
I’m over everything
Truth is I’ve been stuck in this bed
Waking up past 3
No wonder I feel a mess
Detached and it hurts
I've been kicked in the dirt
What’s it worth
Feeling hurt
And my goal went bezerk
Damn, I know I’m breaking promises I said I would keep
I just really wanna feel like me

[HOOK]
I’ve been feeling homesick
I’ve been on my own
Lost myself tryna find my soul
Late night drives and I’m on this road
Screaming inside never let it all show
Feeling homesick
I’ve been on my own
Lost myself tryna find my soul
Late night drives and I’m on this road
Screaming inside never let it all show

[VERSE]
I really miss watching the sunset
Writing songs feeling something other than stressed
For nobody knew my name
Crazy how i didn’t have an insta before the 11th grade
Way different and better days
Don’t get me wrong, I love my career
But some days I just wanna disappear
Where the sky's all blue and the rain never falls
Modern day Neverland were we never get old
And have to deal with this thing called life
Never taught us growing up what the reals worlds like
Nobody cares if you fall you are getting replaced
Spread love and you still get hate
Be real and you deal with fakes
I’m over everything I’m sorry but I think I need a break
From the outside world got to much that’s on my plate
And I’m hurt
I Really need an escape
Cause right now nothing’s really numbing the pain
Damn

[Chorus]
I’ve been feeling homesick
I’ve been on my own
Lost myself tryna find my soul
Late night drives and I’m on this road
Screaming inside never let it all show
Feeling homesick
I’ve been on my own
Lost myself tryna find my soul
Late night drives and I’m on this road
Screaming inside never let it all show