Homemde

I've lived in over ten houses
The memories mix and blur
All the kitchens might be different
But the kittens always purr
The houses I shed tears in versus houses I was numb
The houses I spent years in versus houses I spent one

Every place has had a different feel
But I still feel the same
My skin is there but I'm not real
Thoughts poisoning my brain
The ghosts and monsters follow me
To any place or plane
I'm too afraid to ask their names
Or from where it is they came

So I pretend that I don't see em
Smile in the Colosseum
Castle in my head
The skeletons aren't in my closet
All the bones are in my bed
All the places here and there
All the words I've never said
I just need a peace of mind
Moment where I can find
What's left of me
What's lost to time
The heavenly become the grime

I can see the signs
I can see the signs