Homebound

[Verse 1: bandanabloom]
I just wanna be outside
I'm a changed man
I just wanna see the sky through a straight lens
I been stuck in my static always
God, my palace so great I cannot fuckin' make plans
I been thinkin' 'bout my cold when they bad days
I been thinkin' 'bout my clothes with the grass stains
I been thinkin' 'bout my passive ass nature
Asking the same questions I keep asking
Am I tryin' my best
Do I deserve shit?
Are my attempts at self-betterment worthless?
I wanna help people
I wanna be better
I know I'm well meaning
But I can mean weller
I got a lotta sob stories
They don't need selling
I need somе courage in blood
Need some courage in my blood
Need somе purpose on my face
I'm so murky in my ways
I'm so murky in my ways

[Hook: bandanabloom]
I should be more open
I should be more friendly
Every try I blow and
Need to fuckin' find the strength
To get up out my hiding place

[Verse 2: bandanabloom]
Sometimes I don't care about stepping up
Sometimes I don't care about anything
Lotsa times I don't feel like getting up
Wanna take walks but the weather's so meddlesome
Weather's not letting up
It don't cooperate
Now I'm stuck in my tiny room
My office space
Safe haven
Something like that
It's all I know
Took a bunch of shit from school
I dropped the honor roll
I never dropped the ball at anything
I try my fucking best
It's why I lose my mind in line and look at problems all the stress
Nosedive into every rabbit-hole that I'm presented with
Got not obligations
But I guess the main consensus is that I should never feel bad and all
But I can't help enough (Yeah)
I wanna help enough
But I'm not ready to, yet

[Verse 3: Klovyn]
This morning woke up with a broke fan
From cooling my cool shoes and my loose ends
The tool for school and the moon men
Who lift up the level of my patience
Zero Gs my life's been feelin' spacious
Got correlations with my best friends
I don't wanna make anymore acquaintan- says the kid who just patched up his friendship
Moving in
Moving out
Moving out
I'm tired of things always going south
Like, when my shoelaces catch a trout
Or, when I'm speaking to him at your mouth
I don't care anymore
I couldn't care less
I king em' around just like the game chess
Move once but that's fine enough for me
I'll zip around and sting like the queen bee

[Hook: bandanabloom]
I should be more open
I should be more friendly
Every try I blow and
Need to fuckin' find the strength
To get up out my hiding place
I should be more open
I should be more friendly
Every try I blow and
Need to fucking find the strength
To get up out my hiding place