​home?

Am I alive? I don't feel alright, so I
Just keep quiet for, I'm
Holding on to you again, first things first you were my friend but then
Tearing us until we break, another few months of suffering
Our families want us back at home
California feels so alone, I know
I don't wanna lose this, but I
Wanna get away, forever young
I'm in the same place, lost my, lost brain
No friends, no family, nothing
Just you and I here tonight, it's just fine
But we need more, like
I miss having a Porsche, I miss
When it got cold
Looking forward to warmth
This California weather reminds me of somebody who always puts on a fake smile
Holy shit it sounds like me
California in real life
How could you tеll me I'm just fine? I'm not fine
Wе're having fake fun
It's for everyone
Don't you love fake fun?
'Cause it's for everyone
Everything that you believed up until now has been a fucking lie