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[Verse]
Maybe I should go outside
I been worried ‘bout my health, ay
I need you to show me love
Don’t know how to love myself, ay
I don’t wanna fall in love
Lovers always disappoint me
Feeling like I’ve had enough
Feeling like I’ll just avoid it

[Chorus]
I’ve been here for oh so long
Hiding where I don’t belong
With necessary distractions
And all my deadly attractions
I just can’t find satisfaction
(In this home of mine)
My happiness is never lasting
I hide the pain I wear a mask with
A painted smile, that’s my fashion
(In this home of mine)

[Bridge]
I feel so lost
In this home of mine
I feel so trapped inside this place
I feel so lost
In this home of mine
I feel so trapped inside this place

[Verse]
Maybe i should go outside
I been worried ‘bout my health, ay
I need you to show me love
Don’t know how to love myself, ay
I don’t wanna fall in love
Lovers always disappoint me
Feeling like I’ve had enough
Feeling like I’ll just avoid it

[Chorus]
I’ve been here for oh so long
Hiding where I don’t belong
With necessary distractions
And all my deadly attractions
I just can’t find satisfaction
(In this home of mine)
My happiness is never lasting
I hide the pain I wear a mask with
A painted smile, that’s my fashion
(In this home of mine)