Home?

I find it hard to say what's on my mind
These pictures running back and forth again
But it’s all I have
So I'll run and find a new place to rest these eyes

So I'll run away and find a new place
To call my home, to rest my head
These places offering nothing new to me
I’ve seen it all before and I thought I left it behind me
Hopelessly suffocating every fiber of my being
The newest places
But I'm seeing the same old faces
It's reaching into me and it's tearing out the seams
I'm being me in no way

The things I've done will never be forgiven
But they will hold me down no more
I've come to realize it doesn't matter
It’s all the same, no matter who you are
Or what you’ve done

Oh, I tried to come back but they wouldn't let me in
I guess I wasn’t the same, or maybe it was them who had changed
So I tie up the rope and I climb up the ladder
How did it end up this way?
I try to relive the day, but I'm not who I was back then
A stupid kid with no direction or plan
All alone, I thought I'd never give up
Bite my lip, you fucking coward, just jump