[Verse 1: Diabolic & God]
Here I am on my last breath, I'm about to die
Prayed to Jesus for some help, he did not reply
Seems to me Jehovah doesn't care if I'm alive!
– Hell nah, your soul's been occupied by demonic spies!
– Hold up! God, is that you? – Yeah, as prophesized
– I prayed with no response, why? – You've been ostracized
– Yo, what the fuck you mean? – Please! Have you forgot the lies
Of all the times you said I don't exist? – Well, I apologize!
– No, you don't! – Yeah, I do! I swear on my mama's eyes!
– Why you think she's going blind? – I thought you were on my side!
– Well, I would've been if you could've simply swallowed pride!
– Yo, I did a thousand times! – Yeah, for dollar signs...
Greed mixed with envy of what others got supplied
– Please, God, I swear I'll change! Can we just compromise?
– Nah, you don't qualify! – Why? – You're a toxic guy!
If I do, you'll hit the bar, take twenty shots and drive!
– No, I won't! – Yes, you will! You'll be in a Honda high
You'll be playing with your phone, you'll hit an icy spot and slide
You and a SAAB collide, soccer mom inside
You'll flee the scene before the cops arrive and she will not survive!
– Listen, you don't know shit! – Man, you talk a lot of jive!
All you do is make excuses! – All you do is watch our lives!
You could've given me a sign from atop the sky!
– You chose not to see 'em, too busy being traumatized!
– Please, God, give me a chance! – Aww, now you wanna cry?
– I'll do anything! – That's another one of Bolic's lies!
– You're right! It's all a ploy to keep committing homicides!
– Go to Hell, and be sure to tell Satan God said hi!
[Scratches from +Diary of a Madman+ by Gravediggaz]
"I'm fighting a holy war in the mental"
[Verse 2: Diabolic & Satan]
Next stop: Hell. Fell from Jehova's grace
Access denied, no mercy, close the case!
Sent below and Saint Peter locked the Golden Gate
– Hey, Bolic, been a long time, now there's no escape!
– Damn, Lucifer, is that you? – Yeah, you're going straight
Down to H-E-Double Hockey Sticks with me! – Hold up, wait!
– Nah, homie, slow your pace! You controlled your fate
Held accountable for every bad choice you chose to make
– Man, please, let me explain... – Why? You're a soulless snake
So I planned eternal torture for you, son, let's motivate!
– Shit, I can't imagine what you had your demons cultivate!
– You don't even wanna know what's about to culminate!
For example, you'll get trampled by a race of overweight
Swollen apes who run your nuts over, wearing roller skates!
That'll last a century. – Damn, Lu, show restraint!
– Maybe eventually... – Really? – Nah, I'm joking! – Great...
– It could have all been avoided. – How so? I don't relate
– Well, for starters, you just had to show some faith like Joseph Bates
Reveal your poker face, be real opposed to fake...
Who am I kidding? I love how you promoted hate!
– What about the voices in my head when I was home awake?
Were they you? Were they ghosts? – Those were demons throwing bait
It's your own fault you listened! – Fuck that! No, it ain't!
Yo, you set me up! – Stop blaming me for those mistakes!
You still had a choice! – No, I didn't! Life's a total waste!
I was broke as fuck, smoking dust, selling dope and base
– Well, remember way back the first time you sold a cake?
– You mean to Jerome and Blake? – Yeah, stupid, those were Jakes!
Now, remember when you left the scene and patrolmen chase?
– Yeah, I got away! – That was me and there were no complaints!
– Maybe I should thank you! I made it home and smoked an 8th
Ate some pizza, made Theresa swallow my load and break!
But wait! I know my place, pray to Lord my soul to take!
Swear to God, I'll turn this molten lava to a frozen lake!
– Have it your way, I'll send you back to Earth where no one's safe
– You let me live? – Yeah, in a vegetative coma state
Mothafucka!
[Scratches from +Diary of a Madman+ by Gravediggaz]
"I'm fighting a holy war in the mental"
Holy War was written by Diabolic.
Holy War was produced by DJ Eclipse.