Holding

Make me understand
Why I can't be that man
To fall asleep inside of arms that no one wants to touch
Wake up in my room
Fall asleep anew
Everyone should know the feelings I have come to

Tell me what I don't understand
Stop fucking with my head
Fucking with my head
Tell me what I don't understand
Stop fucking with my head

Paint me color blue
Paint me like you do
Put me in the oven, let me harden just like glue
The purple in your smile
The yellow I see too
I let em all blend into onе color and make a new

Tell mе why I can't have that rose
I'm holding and it shows
I'm holding and it shows

And in the morning I'm so tired
I'm holding, that's alright
I'm holding, that's alright