Holding Back Tears

[Intro]
(DaMazin Beats)
I can't trust nobody
Yeah, R.I.P. my nigga Jeff, holdin’ back tears
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Walkin' through the airport, like fifteen on me
White buffs look so clean on me
Thirteen-hundred-dollar Balmain jeans on me
Feelin' like Morgan Freeman, I got lean on me
Naw, I don’t pour it, but tonight, I just might
'Cause my nigga gone and that shit don't sit right
Flip phone slappin' like a bitchfight
Bro got that white girl, can't get right, ayy
Ayy, and I can't trust nobody
'cause these hoes fuckin' everybody
These niggas fuck with everybody
Keep stick like I’m Harry Potter
No more chillin’ in them whips
No, no, that's how my nigga got hit
Yeah, hate thinkin’ 'bout that shit
Ayy, gotta get us out this bitch

[Chorus]
Yeah, thumbin' through a check, holdin' back tears
How I’m 'posed to be happy without my dogs here?
Yeah, I ain't seen Tone in a couple years
Told Rez to stay down, better days near
Now I'm loadin' up the chopper, holdin' back tears
You told me this shit was gon' pop and now it's finally here
Yeah, countin' hundreds up, holdin' back tears
Yeah, roll another blunt, holdin' back tears

[Verse 2]
'Bout to load another card on my way to Sears
Do a swipe for me 'cause they be lookin' at me weird
Ran it up off this shit, it only been a year
Gettin' head on the freeway, it's so hard to steer
When I was down, where was you? Why you reappear?
Yeah, had all them fake bitches in your ear
Yeah, came a long way from campin' out on Muir
I can't let my family down, that's my only fear
I ain't gotta shoot, 'cause lil' bro gon' volunteer
To send a bullet if you touch me, that's pass interference
Know I'm all about them bills like Laimbeer
But all this money don't mean shit without my mans here
Bet I only use cash there, I fucked the cashier
White buffs with the gold C's like the Cavaliers
Draco'll open up you pussies like a pap smear
And know them blessings comin', took too many L's last year

[Chorus]
Yeah, thumbin' through a check, holdin' back tears
How I'm 'posed to be happy without my dogs here?
Yeah, I ain't seen Tone in a couple years
Told Rez to stay down, better days near
Now I'm loadin' up the chopper, holdin' back tears
You told me this shit was gon' pop and now it's finally here
Yeah, countin' hundreds up, holdin' back tears
Yeah, roll another blunt, holdin' back tears

[Outro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(DaMazin Beats)
Yeah, lower the window while I'm holdin' back tears
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
All this money don't mean shit without my friend here