Hold Up Freestyle

I can't believe I really tried to quit
Ain't no empathy on my consciousness
I'm just drifting with the flow
Swimming in the wrong
No idea of what time it is, I'm running

You are a definite on my mind
I guess everything is alright
Yeah you are evident in my life
Keeping all the evidence by my side
Dreams about you everyday to nine five
Girl let us reminisce the whole night
Yeah they are jealous of us
They're like me right now
In the chalice pouring more whine

This moment is all that I want
I just wanna hold it and never let go, never let go
You make me wanna say things, wow
Something 'bout never before

And I can't believe what I've found
Nothing in my memory when you're around
Yeah I'm just drifting with the flow, sipping really slow
Drunk of you
Make me miss it when I'm not home

Wake me when it's all done
I'm a make you hate me for fun
I feel elevated - you're the one
Bring the pain I wanna play the game
I don't wanna see a tear, I wanna make it rain
Cause you make me crazy hold up, hold up

Hold up, put your ear on my shoulder
Want you here when I'm older
I want your near when I grow up, hold up
How could it feel so real and then blow up?