Hold U Up

[Intro]
Sometimes that shit [?]

[Verse 1]
I been around the world, I seen a lot of bitches come and go
And if you wanna know act like a woman ho
I got no time for your little games
If you don't wanna be with me I know a thousand different bitches names
I know I always bring the drama
I make you wanna leave me and go back home with your crazy mama
I ain't got nothin' else to tell ya except
I'm a natural born failure always fuckin' up
I know sometimes I make you cry
I stay out all night and come home high and don't have a alibi
It seems I got no reasons why
I did some suicidal murder ridin' hopin' one day I fuckin' die
These circumstances got me noid
It seems I can't avoid how ya analyze my lies like Sigmund Freud
And so I'm askin' for forgiveness
I don't even know why I did this, you used to be my baby

[Chorus: Zelah Williams]
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up (I ain't even tryin' to hold you up)
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up ([?])
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up (I ain't even tryin' to hold you up)
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up ([?])

[Verse 2]
Ya say I fucked up with ya, well if I did let me hit ya
One last time, so you can get the the picture
[Limo keys?] make me feel bad on the rainy days
Doin' dirt, the pain follows me in many ways
It ain't no question how I feel, my shit is real
Mental thoughts are ill, murder me at will
I'm goin' crazy 'cause the thoughts of losin' you are fatal
There's no way to express how I'm obsessed
I couldn't stand to see you with another man
My thoughts scream "if I can't have you, no one can"
And I can't blame you for wantin' to leave
'Cause once a nigga deceive, it's hard for a bitch to believe in him
I fucked up and broke the trust
Diggin' on the DL, fuck your best friend on the hush hush
I guess it's nothin' else to say except I fucked up
In the silly little games us niggas play

[Chorus: Zelah Williams]
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up (I ain't even tryin' to hold you up)
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up ([?])
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up (I ain't even tryin' to hold you up)
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up ([?])

[Outro: Zelah Williams]
I gave you the best that I could give to anyone
I gave you my love but I guess
My love wasn't good enough for you
So I'm leavin' you to learn ([?])
I gotta leave you
So I'm leavin' you to learn ([?])
I gotta leave you