Hold on, part two

Bleeding out my heart
Broken too many times
Won't stitch back together with a pen and a knife
Its staining my chest from the inside
Here lies my life expentancy bye
Oh no not yet i dont wanna go
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness of nothing
Please let me hold on
Call me on your phone
Just to talk just anything to let me fucking hold on
To this horrid place that i call my home
That i call my home

Bleeding out my heart
Broken too many times
Won't stitch back together with a pen and a knife
Its staining my chest from the insidе
Here lies my lifе expentancy bye
Im sick of trying to try
For this false hope that ill be fine
Im sick of holding onto life
When i get nothing back except the blade of my fucking knife
Digging into my arm blind
Cutting deep at 4:05
Coz im holding onto life
With the false hope that ill be fine
That one day ill be alright
That won't fucking happen alright
Time to accept that and die