Hold On

Coming straight from the "1-0"
Shemzy
(You a fool for this one)

Father, I'm sorry for my life I've been living as a sinner
B. I. G and still eating Sardines for dinner
Wondering if I should move or lose weight for dough
Cos either way I spend unnecessary cash on clothes
Two bedroom yard at 19 - think I'm balling?
Imaginary stacks in my dreams every morning
Waking up with a backache and a headache full of stress
23 a cheap bed and my depression is a mess!
Long distance flirting with a chick on I. M
Who just broke up with her man She tryna see how I am
Sending crazy messages so I can make her smile I ain't tryna be the rebound homie that ain't my style, no!
Guys around me been lash and dashing for years you would think I was the same from who I hung around with
Truth is I hung around with them man there for years but there's rumors going round about how I've got two kids
Hold on, man! Hold on

I don't know if this is unfortunately fortunate or fortunately unfortunate..

With everything that could go wrong
All goes wrong in my mind
And all this pressure that's on me
I need to find my wings and fly (yeah)

Maybe it's because I've been feeling a little distant
My aunt just passed away and I'm feeling a little pissed and…
They say I gas so I channel my inner piston I put my name on the Radar for all you critics to listen yeah!
Where I am from Mandem only want that drillanois
Stuck in a trap playing trap could make you kill a boy!
Ive been through it you may have beaten me to it
But precious music is timeless you're buzzing now but you'll lose it
Sitting in Universal in a meeting with Al
Shout out to Olie Rant for even getting me down
Thinking if I was offered a crazy set of money
Would I buy a German whip or invest in something with Dan?
I mean my cousin by the way just in case you're confused
Family money first because I'm a real dude
Even down to my lyrics I'll minimize all my gimmicks
Back then I wasn't ready cos my mind was too crude
Growing up I'd dream about getting that good money
That Operation Trident make you leave the hood money
Start a big record label get that Suge money
And then walk around the hood let n*****s know what's good money
Stacking up our fingers like the other side are deaf
We just living life wild like the other side of death
I know it's been a while since I had to put on a vest
I just hope I'm good with God before I use my last breath
Hold on!

Hold on!
Hold on
Hold on!
Hold on, hold, hold on
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Lord I know it's hard to stay holding on
Lord I know it's hard to stay on my own
But I know I've changed
I know I've changed (2x)

Lord I know it's hard to stay holding on..