Hold My Breath

[Verse 1]
Intoxication, in need of some observation
Lost all of my motivation lately
My body's frozen, you dried up my oxytocin
Been sinking into the ocean, save me

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I've been enabled and I've been unstable
Guess I should be able to be over it out on my own
We're playing the timeline and I know you're not mine
But once in a lifetime, we go crazy
When you know, you know it, I know if I

[Chorus]
I hold my breath
And play our movie in my head
It's almost like you never left
And you're still layin' in my bed
But when the phone lights up, when the doorbell rings
When the whiskey hits, I replay what you said
"It's us or death"
Swearing you'll come back, but
I won't hold my breath

[Drop]
I won't hold my breath
I won't hold my

[Verse 2]
Sense of security, my true lack immaturity
All my impurities against you
Anticipating the days, you're sitting and waiting
My eyes are completely vacant, meant to

[Pre-Chorus]
See a new future and rip out the sutures
The places that you were in my body, in my arms
So I retell the story every time it bores me
In pieces, you tore me
But I go back to you every night I ran out and I

[Chorus]
I hold my breath
And play our movie in my head
It's almost like you never left
And you're still layin' in my bed
But when the phone lights up, when the doorbell rings
When the whiskey hits, I replay what you said
"It's us or death"
Swearing you'll come back, but
I won't hold my breath

[Drop]
I won't hold my breath
I won't hold my
(Oh, oh)
I won't hold my breath
(Oh, oh)

[Outro]
Intoxication, in need of some observation
Lost all of my motivation lately