Intro:
Ay Kris I'm not gonna lie
This is the first time I said yes to the first beat
Open up the door man we
Open up the door man we got a packed house
I was lackin on the post so I had to ghost out
We was thinking bout the flows how to get the bridge down
Now I'm rappin on a roll, think I get the gist now
Ayy
Think I get the gist now
21 years old this my
Verse:
21 years old this my reintroduction
Scrapped the whole catalog off a minor disruption
Devil had me down bad I appeased the instruction
Conquered that then conquered morе now I'm back for destruction
If you want to understand evеrything I'm about
You gonna have to listen careful as I air it all out
Got some demons in my dm's tryna creep in with doubt
First I see 'em, then I beat 'em, then I spit in they mouth
I was 12 off Makayla Drive
Trevor showed me Ye and Nas
I could not believe my eyes
Graduation cover art
What a time to be alive
Dropped when I still hated life
Even then, believed in God
But used him more than idolized
I saw porn when I was 5
Haunted me til I could drive
All the sudden couldn't drive
Movin north, pass me the rock
Lost the pass then lost my shot
Next thing next I couldn't walk
Trauma got a funny way of showing up in camouflage
I was only 16 when I had to reset
Ain't nobody pray for me in the way that they said
Ain't nobody on they knees while I'm layin in bed
Maybe momma the except so I'm grateful I live
17 came and went and I met a little (baddie)
Thought she'd help out depression so I went a little (batty)
I was only her distraction so I got a little (saddy)
By 2020 we'll forget cause I'd never Liv with (Maddie)
M&C what a moment shoutout Damon all love
But they ain't see how every mornin' I could barely get up
My legs was barely working so I nearly nearly gave up
And all that God had planned felt like it came to a stop
But I needed that, I needed that, I needed that to happen
I was barely breaking even, I was overly distracted
I was smokin every evenin' cause I thought it made me happy
It just made me lose my mind, so I had to kick that habit
Then a year came and went, got back to gettin buckets
I am not down, I am knockdown and it's not up for discussion
Walking miracle today, so I do it in his name
If you wallin' up, we Jericho
I came to take the reins
Aw man
What a year
HNY was written by Apex Frazier.
HNY was produced by Krstian.
Apex Frazier released HNY on Fri Dec 30 2022.