Hit the Lights

[ Intro ] Jaylon Musa & Mykhail

Jaylon Musa : Yea

Mykhail : I hit the lights and let tha

Jaylon Musa : One of the hardest things ever is to dealing with the pain of losing somebody; you know? You try to deal with it the best
Way you can with them being absent, I choose to do mine, do mine in song, Yea

[ Verse 1 ] Jaylon Musa

I'm crying uncontrollably/
I'm hurt plus you dying won't get old to me
I'm hear at your death bed clinching your cold hands/
The most pain I've ever felt as a grown man/
This leaves me thinking how could you leave this world so
Early, you was only in your 30's the family was blinded/
Was gonna call you before cus I heard you was tired/
I thought to call but I didn't, I now regret that decision/
The fact I didn't is the guilt that I live with/
Caught up with living a life that's now a nightmare that
Don't seem real, can't keep still/
Swear this a cold world not the dreamville/
Strongest person I know I ain't think you wasn't gon be here/
And now I'm missing your presence until I leave here/
Tryna see the glass half full I need a refill/
I left the hospital so I can mourn all alone
And then when I got home

[ Chorus ] Mykhail & Jaylon Musa

[Jaylon Musa] I hit the lights and let the tears flow

[ Mykhail] yea

[Jaylon Musa] I hit the lights and let the tears flow
[Mykhail] I hit the lights and let the tears flow

[Jaylon Musa] I hit the lights and let the tears flow
[Mykhail] I hit the lights and let the tears flow

[Jaylon Musa] I hit the lights and let the tears flow
[Mykhail] I hit the lights and let the tears flow, yea

[ Verse 2 ] Jaylon Musa

I told your mama you would be ok/
Held her tight in my arms and told her to keep her faith/
She told me she loved and couldn't live without you/
We in the lobby alone, for her I'm tryna be strong/
But inside I'm breaking down on my own/
Can't help to think bout your daughter her living without a
Father is not how it's suppose to be/
Your soul's evicted from that body but don't worry you'll always live
In my poetry/
No one sees your pain after funeral's
At times it's hard to channel so you lash out/
At love ones who take it cus they feel for you/
They sacrifice themselves so you can heal from it/
You recognize you wrong and then guilt kick in/
The only way to get through it you gotta deal with it/
Stress can kill if you sit in it/
Even this song was hard to finish I did it then/

[ Chorus ] Mykhail & Jaylon Musa

[Jaylon Musa] I hit the lights and let the tears flow

[ Mykhail] yea

[Jaylon Musa] I hit the lights and let the tears flow
[Mykhail] I hit the lights and let the tears flow

[Jaylon Musa] I hit the lights and let the tears flow
[Mykhail] I hit the lights and let the tears flow

[Jaylon Musa] I hit the lights and let the tears flow
[Mykhail] I hit the lights and let the tears flow, yea

[ Verse 3 ] Jaylon Musa

No more suffering you free now/
No more, pain from the surgeries I'm happy you at peace now/
No more, waking up early to get dialysis/
No more, tubes your arm that's something you battled with/
No more spending the night at them hospitals/
No more questioning God on why this sickness hit you/
Life is a mystery we can't seem to get/
Pray I get the answers I'm looking for once we meet again/
Once we meet again
Life is a mystery we can't seem to get/
Pray I get the answers I'm looking for once we meet again/

[ Outro ] Mykhail

I hide the pain in the way face it with lights off

I hide the pain in the way face it with lights off

I hide the pain in the way face it with lights off