Him

[Intro]
Cities fall in the dark’
I think about him a shit ton a lot’
I can’t be playing with people like him but i’m attached to him a lot
I’ve been riding with him for so long
Why should i try to come along?
For so long?
You left me on read and i felt so validated, but how could i be so mad at you?
[Verse 1]
Yeah, Cities fall in the dark
I can’t be playing with him
But i am so attached to him
Yeah cities fall in the dark
I’ve been riding for so long
Why should i try to come along?
For so long?
But i’ve always been following along
You left me on read and felt so validated, but how could i be mad while being validated?
I’ll be crying in the dark just thinking about you
I can’t go wrong when i’m around you
Validated in the city of goths
I tried to scream, but my voice was too soft
Boy why are you here thought we ended things off?
I’ll just stay here in the city of fear
[Chorus 1]
I don’t really care about how we feel, but in this moment i feel safe here
You try to come to me but i keep you away
You tell me to say yes, but i don’t know
Do i give you this or do i give you that?
[Verse 2]
You validated me
I thought i was so safe
You pushed me away like i was out of place
I don’t feel safe with you
I thought we ended shit but i guess not, you wanna be touchy
Bitch get the fuck off
Yeah.. get the fuck off
I was cautious near you but i let my guard down
You told me id be safe with you
You traumatized me so wrong
Do you not understand this stuff i’ve been though?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
[Verse 3]
Yeah cities of dark
I’m so attached to him
But i can’t fuck with him
My friends told me “don’t play with him” and i should’ve known
I live in a state of fear that is unknown
People think i am so wrong
People think that im mentally wrong
But when i try to explain i get called
Dumb
[Outro]
City of fear
I’m in fear, you could tell me that i’m safe with you. should i trust you or should i not
I don’t know if your being truthful or not
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Cities of dark
I think about him a lot
I know it’s wrong but i can’t just stop
I have to be cautious i don’t wanna end up here
Once again in fucking fear
Yeah, yeah, yeah, out