Hilltops

[Chorus: Ruby Mitchell]
I can’t manage, can’t understand it
I’m so confused, no bandage
Leave me with damage I can’t undo, goddammit
The way I planned it, it’s all for you
It’s all for you
I think I need you by my side or I just can’t survive
But I just can’t decide ‘cause all you do is tell me lies
I know the truth can get disguised, I seen in it your eyes
It’s time to let it die, no, It’s time to let it die

[Verse 1: Ruby Mitchell]
Tryna save your place
Then you better act good
You can’t save my fate
You don’t know me that good
Baby, I need a break
Baby, I need a back wood
Now we face to face
Go head take your last look
I don’t think you made your mark, feel like you left a stain on me
Let me dry inside my heart, I need to feel the rain on me
Hate it’s over
Coulda been your soldier, go to war for you
Can’t get closure ‘cause you cut me open, I’ve been torn for you

[Verse 2: Corbin]
I was just your martyr
You’re my weakness, you’re my kinks in my armor
Hard to let go of what we had, I’m a hoarder
I can’t admit where we’re at, it’s torture
You found me vulnerable
Taken full advantage like fentanyl
[?] I’m a sentinel
A puppet to the strings you pull
You throw me out at night, I’m asleep in the cold, can you throw me a bone?
My impending doom, think I’m right on the edge
I expected to lose, I’ve been ready for it
Yeah, you tied my noose, like a sheriff, Nottingham
Were you really there for me? Were you just a hologram?
I hide the scars, yeah, you made my nightmare real, I can’t turn it off
Got me on my deathbed, got me at my funeral
Tell me why you want that, baby, do you really know?
I’m an addict and you’re the pharmaceuticals

[Chorus: Ruby Mitchell]
Can’t understand it
I’m so confused, no bandage
Leave me with damage I can’t undo, goddammit
The way I planned it, it’s all for you
It’s all for you
I think I need you by my side or I just can’t survive
But I just can’t decide ‘cause all you do is tell me lies
I know the truth can get disguised, I seen in it your eyes
It’s time to let it die, no, It’s time to let it die