Hills You’d Die On

[Verse 1]
We said our goodbyes
It's been a while since we decided to go separate ways
I try to keep my past close together
But my efforts were in vain
You chose to go down a proud road
You were bound to follow your fragile ego

[Bridge]
So
Off you went
I still recall what happened
That tragic day

[Spoken]
Mega: "I’m sorry for asking for the bare minimum"
Man: "Oh so I'm not good enough for you"
Mega: "That's not what I said"
Man: "Man fuck this I don’t need this shit"
Mega: "All you ever do is run, where are you going?"

[Verse 2]
A strong start you had at first
Then it all took a turn for the worst
Your knees gave out, you hit the ground
And now, you're finally down to earth
A fatal impact. Did it hurt?
Time for a long nap in the dirt
All 'cause you couldn't push your pride aside and try to make this work

[Chorus]
Rest in peace to who we used to be
Our love now deceased
They'll tell our tale in eulogies
You'd rather lose me forever than be wrong
Mount Everest ain't taller than the hills you'd die on

[Verse 3]
Since you’ve been gone I’ve moved on to bigger things
Planted my roots in new soil cheers to new beginnings
Free to be me, I've found a life worth living
Embracing change, yet it feels strange to have your presence missing

[Verse 4]
Sometimes I find myself, wondering what could’ve been
If you'd stopped trying to be right, and you started listening
If we'd done it different would our love come to?
Or were we doomed for the tomb since the moment this began
I would say you're on your way to heaven
But I’m afraid that may not be true
As pride is the devil
And I think it has a hold on you

[Chorus]
Rest in peace to who we used to be
Our love now deceased
They'll tell our tale in eulogies
You'd rather lose me forever than be wrong
Mount Everest ain't taller than the hills you'd die on

[Spoken: Mega]
Your soul now rests up above with the sun in the sky
You were my sun, you were my star, you were the light of my life
I made myself smaller so you could prosper
I became a vegetable for my partner

[Verse 5] (acoustic)
Sunlight's got competition
I found life in your affection
Who needs vitamin D
When you've got codependency?
A one-sided obsession
You're my first choice, I was your second
When will I be your priority?

[Verse 5] (with instrumental)
I tried to wait for you to grow
One dead lead won't stop me from obtaining my goals
Patiently, Unheeding seed I sat in my window
Wilting off a petal every time you never showed
You made me optional and that was fair to you
Knowledge was your power my opinion wasn't safe
You were so obsessed with proving you knew everything
How could I have blossomed when you wouldn't let me speak
The sunlight you emit, it smells like gas to me