[Verse 1]
Why would I rather get drunk at 2 p.m. then try to manage who I am
That's lazy, don't wanna be lazy
Elevate the big occasions to cover up my expectations
Lately, it's so lazy
[Chorus]
Chain smoke, oh, what I
Keep closed inside
Can't show that I'm a ghost
With hollowed hopes at times
Chain smoke, oh, what I
Keep closed inside
I can't show that I'm a ghost
With hollowed hopes at times
[Verse 2]
What is the purpose in staying wide awake
When life feels like it only takes? lately, ha
Generate a good excuse to look as if I'm happy too
Lately, hope I don't seem lazy
[Chorus]
Chain smoke, oh, what I
Keep closed inside
Can't show that I'm a ghost
With hollowed hopes at times
Chain smoke, oh, what I
Keep closed inside
I can't show that I'm a ghost
With hollowed hopes at times
[Chorus]
Chain smoke, oh, what I
Keep closed inside
Can't show that I'm a ghost
With hollowed hopes at times
Chain smoke, oh, what I
Keep closed inside
I can't show that I'm a ghost
With hollowed hopes at times
Hilary Duff was written by Maggie Miles.
Hilary Duff was produced by Liam B. Smith.
Maggie Miles released Hilary Duff on Wed Jun 17 2020.
I believe that as humans we see the option of distracting ourselves from our current reality as a better route than to truly work on bettering who we are. Why feel and work through what’s wrong when you can be numb instead. With the combination of expectations and eyeballs tracking your every move,...
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