Highway Full of Pain

[Chorus]
I'm on a highway full of pain, I’m driving crazy
I'm on these pills, feel like a ghost, like Patrick Swayze
I don't know how I’m still alive, man it's amazing
Bet you can see it in my eyes, I'm going crazy
I can't feel my heart beat, no I can't feel no love
Only time I don't feel pain is when I'm on these drugs
Man, I wouldn't wish this feeling on my enemy
I could feel my soul bleeding, got no energy

[Verse 1]
All this pain in my heart, never felt this shit before
You done left a nigga scarred, you done left me in the dark
I done tried to let you go, but you made this shit so hard
Can’t forget I got a son, I can’t let you leave me wrong
You all in my system, got me going to a dark place
Look up in my momma's face, I can see her heart break
Can’t let you take me away from my family, though
Nigga, I'm in so much pain, you'll never see though
These tears in my eyes, probably build a river
Man, I pray to God, Lord knows I'm a sinner
And I got a heart colder than December
In my feelings, feeling like I’m in the way now

[Chorus]
I'm on a highway full of pain, I'm driving crazy
I'm on these pills, feel like a ghost, like Patrick Swayze
I don't know how I'm still alive, man it's amazing
Bet you can see it in my eyes, I'm going crazy
I can't feel my heart beat, no I can't feel no love
Only time I don't feel pain is when I'm on these drugs
Man, I wouldn't wish this feeling on my enemy
I could feel my soul bleeding, got no energy

[Verse 2]
I woke up today, feel like taking my life away
I can't take this pain, not even for another day
My sister's boyfriend just pulled the same stunt
I can't even go like that, I got a damn son
And all these pills bring depression
A nigga feeling under pressure
My baby momma trippin' on me 'cause the money low
I got a kid on the way from another one
Man, you wouldn't want my life for a day
Man, you'd probably blow your fuckin' brain away
I numb the pain with these pills that I take
Get on my knees, ask the Lord for a way

[Chorus]
I'm on a highway full of pain, I'm driving crazy
I'm on these pills, feel like a ghost, like Patrick Swayze
I don't know how I'm still alive, man it's amazing
Bet you can see it in my eyes, I'm going crazy
I can't feel my heart beat, no I can't feel no love
Only time I don't feel pain is when I'm on these drugs
Man, I wouldn't wish this feeling on my enemy
I could feel my soul bleeding, got no energy