Highs/Lows

Now I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know where my life's headed
I just know that its ruined
And i'm too clogged to digest this
Stuck with my delusions
Got ...
Sucked in by illusions
So what am I improving
Fuck this I'm loser

What the fuck is you doing now
You've proved this through in through, be proud
A loser, how?
Straight from the sewer u grew to move the crowd
Your dream was this, you're living it
Ruined nothing, u strengthened it
U built and willed this, with grit and wit now winning is imminent

I'm distant from my spirit, I've drifting apart from friendships
That i thought, meant shit, but was left dented
Still I'm restless
Neglected by many, women left me
Probly still resent me, I regret things, when I think of em, I'm feeling empty

Dead that, there's greater fails with bigger goals
Friend or foe, who gives a fuck? women'll come women'll go
Just live it up
Now tell me what you gonna do, it's all there in front of you
So don't look back
Just put that PUSH
To the max, DO what you want & move

Through the Highs, Highs, Highs, Highs
Through the Lows, Lows, Lows, Lows
[4x]

I'm gettin sick of all the self doubt
Could I, should I
What if I would've with this and that
Whats a good life
Is it the private jet, the finer things & being rich
Cause if it is, i'm likely dying, never seeing this

Your weaknesses are deeply embedded needs, so just feed off it
Yeah ...
So take heed, don't retreat
Leap &; lead towards it
Don't let up, success is something YOU measure
A few errors made u get up, you grew better en route, then flourished through pressure

Ugghhh ... i think I'm seeing my view clear up
It’s me vs you in the mirror, .. I'm getting too revved up
I know what to do now, it's time to let it loose
On my own merit, yeh i'm a get it, my mind and spirit, connect the two

I'll try perfecting, I won't, but i'll try, that's my obsession
Greatness defined through my drive & pride, while I'm progressing
Through highs, depression, and lies, recession
I'll cry, then ha ha, i'll smile
I crawled .... then walked, I’ll fall then rise

Through the Highs, Highs, Highs, Highs
Through the Lows, Lows, Lows, Lows
[4x]

I’ve been chasing dreams
While nightmares was chasing me
In the same lucid state this the place to be
Through the high/lows, do or die mode
I’m a prove myself to myself, I’m choosing bible
This is my road, of revival
I got the devil in my ear
He whispers ‘look this why i’m here’
And I, woke up with eyes closed
Failures always an option, the choice is always mine though
And I know what I know, I’m a survive the cycle