Hideout (Feat. Mariah)

(Verse 1: Mariah)
I'm tryna hide out
I can't find myself for too long
I'm tired and scared
But you were aware
That I just wanted you to fucking care
You ruin me
I try to see
The good part in you
But you never saw it in me
So send me a letter
If you want me to feel better
I know that won't happen ever
Till I get my closure
I'll

(Verse 2: Carter Tomorrow)
I'll let my tears flow
Where did all the years go?
Fighting all my tears, oh yeah
My tears, oh yeah
Let's go to my hideout
Fuck it turn the lights out
I just wanna cry now, yeah
Don't lie now, yeah
I'm hardly sleeping
Dying on the weekends
While you're just sleeping, yeah
Just sleeping
I cannot breathe now
8 lines I can't see now
I can't watch you leave now, yeah
Just leave now, yeah