Hesitation

Feeling like I'll never understand this
All the things I hate about myself
The mistakes I made, I never planned this
Every time I'm good, there's something else

Realize I'm always over thinking
Never learned just how to let things be
Search inside myself to find the answers
I am not the man I want to be

(Chorus)
Look inside of me, tell me what you see
Pick it apart tell me what you see
Just don't you give up on me
And I don't feel the same in my own skin
And I'm fed up with battles I can't win

Constantly in fear of isolation
Is someone after me? I just can't tell
Never felt like leaving myself open
Living life, depending on myself

(Repeat chorus)