​heretic

[Verse 1: Decks]
Talk back, nothing short of me
Fall back, the life I wanted needs
More than anything at all
Something changing when I'm gone
I can't tell if I'm just broken
Or if all this has a cause
Its all in the differential, sub-sequential results
Change me like an oil spill in the gulf
My heart isn't breakable but I know
The mood changes are taking half of the toll
That I pay when I'm driving past your home
The time frame isn't making sense, no, I know
Its all fake when I'm grinding down to the bone
I need faith, but it's hard to believe in ghosts

[Chorus: Decks]
I tried to see it your way 'cause mine's much worse
This pessimistic viewpoint just leaves me cursed
I won't say never 'cause I won't quit
But nothing ever changes 'til I'm all in

[Verse 2: Evan Carr]
But when's that come to stop the hurt
I'm waiting for signs that'll heal this curse
It's something that I've never seen before
Yet something I know I've been bracing for
And I've got this feeling that I should just face the facts
Live in reality, but we both know that wouldn't be me

[Chorus: Decks & Evan Carr]
I tried to see it your way 'cause mine's much worse
This pessimistic viewpoint just leaves me cursed
I won't say never 'cause I won't quit
But nothing ever changes 'til I'm all in

[Outro: Decks]
I'll never see it your way, you know it well
I tried to keep the peace here, now I'm in hell
And I can say never, I don't give a shit
'Cause nothing ever changes 'til I'm all in