Her Favorite Color Was Green

Just admit that you don't get it, you ain't carried what i bring
Ok yeah you might've been here, but i cannot ever leave

Keep the heaviest of grief
I cried a river then a sea
My kid is dead just like my dreams
I wish my parents didn't meet

'Cause everyday has been so gross
And I guess these flames became my home
Bloody stains always stay upon my clothes
From these all these weights that i can't hold

Who's gonna betray me next?
I know it's coming, it always is
My life's ugly only sick
So take it from me be my guest

Bet i won't even be missed when i'm dust in the wind
I could never hold love in these years that i lived
No hugs so a dub probably what i'll get
'Cause i'm crushed and i'm stuck with what i have left

And i'm sick of not letting it loose
When i tell you i'm through, then i'm ending it soon
I don't care to pursue
Since i fell out the womb I want hell, i want heaven, whichever will do

These days i feel like they're my punishment
I mean look at what i'm up against
Boy, i think i've had enough of it
All this nothingness has sunken in

The lowest low i'm under it, i'm the one they call ugliest
My life was only thunderous, and I've toughened so much cause of it

This didn't happen suddenly
I hurt the one that trusted me
You don't know what's become of me
But i doubt you're even wondering

My story didn't begin with you
But still i hope it ends with you
That's really just to tell the truth
I never once thought less of you

The best love that i ever knew
Was when i was there next to you
So special and inseparable
It stays always forever you