​help me out

[Intro]
Kind of sweet decayed like wet leaves

[Verse 1: zixdown]
I tried to help you out
You said that we'd be good
I tried to take you out
But you misunderstood
You're tellin' everyone lies
Can't look you in the eye
I don't wanna talk again
Until the day that I die

[Chorus: zixdown]I guess it's my fault
I shouldn't have tried helpin' you out
What I fall?
Then whose gonna come and help me out
Gave it all up
All so you can hear me scream and shout
Your name, I don't want you to come back
You've been goin' insane
Insane, put a bullеt in my brain
To stop the pain I gain
Are you gonna keep tellin' mе
How you hate me again?
Then blame me again
I did it for you, didn't want it to end
I guess it's my fault
I shouldn't have tried helpin' you out
What I fall?
Then whose gonna come and help me out
Gave it all up
All so you can hear me scream and shout
Your name, I don't want you to come back
You've been goin' insane

[Verse 2: zixdown]
I can't even dream
I can't even think
'Cause you been on my mind
I had way too many drinks
It went exactly how I thought, ugh
I know you would leave
But I forgot, uh
I cannot believe that you're gone
And I lost what I had
I lost you, my behalf
My arms cut in halves
And I can't leave you in the past
You're gone now I'm sad
It's your fault, not my bad
My eyes goin' black
My hearts cut in half

[Bridge: zixdown]
I don't wanna hear from you
Or hear from anythin' I do
You don't wanna hear the truth
Everything I'm tellin' you
I don't wanna talk to you
For everything you put me through
I can't even dream at night
All I see is me and you
(Have you considered my feelings at all?)

[Verse 3: sumther]
Always end up in a fight but I can't let you go
I've been searching for my meaning been trying to grow
I want to be by your side
Don't care if it isn't right
Risk it just to see you smile
You've gotten cold now, tell me why?
I feel useless I can't even recognize the signs
I'm doing everything I could but you don't even try
Got no one else you're my only pride
I need you here please, don't leave my side

[Verse 4: zixdown]
Please just stay close
I been waiting on your text
Like, "How'd your day go?"
If you don't wanna hear from me
You could just say so
I think that your too good for me
I feel like ddayso
Too much regrets in my head
I gotta lay low
I regret and everything you said
Is just spinning in my head
It happens once again
I'm alone once again
And I can't be surprise
This is always how it ends