HELP ME.

[Hook :]
Where do we go when we die ?
Do I fly high in the sky ?
Do I hear all the lies or go to hell
Where do we go when we die ?
Do I fly high in the sky ?
Do I hear all the lies or go to hell

[Verse :]
Wanna hear a lie ? Okay
I am always fine
When i'm in my room and overthinking I will never cry
When I [?] contemplating the suicide
I always have a smile and I’m always feeling good inside

I don't like to feel this way
Oh god, oh god please give me strength
I- I don't likе to feel this way
I really need to find my way

I’m insecure
I hatе myself
I really do not love myself
I try to hide inside my shell
I'm crying 'cause I broke myself

[Hook :]
Where do we go when we die ?
Do I fly high in the sky ?
Do I hear all the lies or go to hell
Where do we go when we die ?
Do I fly high in the sky ?
Do I hear all the lies or go to hell