In this song Ryan has a generally negative mood. Saying things like how he was born an accident, how he has lost his mind and is lying to himself, and how he want’s to be by himself.
[Intro]
Fuck love I just wanna be paid
Fuck sleep I've been up for three days
On god I don't wanna' be saved (cuz' I'm here to give em' hell)
[Chorus]
Fuck love I just wanna be paid
Fuck sleep I've been up for three days
On god I don't wanna' be saved (cuz' I'm here to give em' hell)
They tellin' me that I lost my mind
I tell myself that I'm doin' just fine
Motherfucker read between those lines (cuz' I'm better by myself)
In the night
We leave our cacoons so we can howl at the moon
We come alive (we were born in lagoons and now we're comin' for you)
[Verse]
Out of the casket just to put the masses back and I'm the best rapper that's breathing everybody look it's madic
Been the best without a question never ask me like a hatchet
The only time I'm comin' second's when I'm motherfucking
Smashing
Turn to a monster they might need to stab a stake in my chest
Bitch I'm a fiend try not to breathe cuz' I'm the shit, I'm grotesque
The women get a real fixation on me like cigarettes
They wanna' follow me around like they my damn silhouettes
[Chorus]
Fuck love I just wanna be paid
Fuck sleep I've been up for three days
On god I don't wanna' be saved (cuz' I'm here to give em' hell)
They tellin' me that I lost my mind
I tell myself that I'm doin' just fine
Motherfucker read between those lines (cuz' I'm better by myself)
In the night
We leave our cacoons so we can howl at the moon
We come alive (we were born in lagoons and now we're comin' for you)
[Verse 2]
Brought in this world an accident and now I misbehave
Back was stabbed so many times I know the name of every blade
Been to hell and back so frequently my demons start to pray
Triple say my name in mirrors if you really feeling brave
I'm on a roll to put it blunt all of these rapper get smoke
Cuz' I can see through all they bullshit and I just seen a ghost
They only time they can hang is with a stool and a rope
They call me Oakes except they spell it the goat
[Chorus]
Fuck love I just wanna be paid
Fuck sleep I've been up for three days
On god I don't wanna' be saved (cuz' I'm here to give em' hell)
They tellin' me that I lost my mind
I tell myself that I'm doin' just fine
Motherfucker read between those lines (cuz' I'm better by myself)
[Outro]
Fuck love I just wanna be paid
Fuck sleep I've been up for three days
On god I don't wanna' be saved (cuz' I'm here to give em' hell)
Hellboy was written by Ryan Oakes.
Hellboy was produced by No Love For The Middle Child & Ryan Oakes.
Ryan Oakes released Hellboy on Thu Jan 24 2019.