Hell on earth

I'm sick of fighting, all those nights I've wasted trying
To show the feelings I'm hiding but you didn't like it so now I've decided
That instead of whining I'll just take my pain and I'll write it
Cause the demons inside me had the perfect timing and the reasons a riot
But these broken bones won't fill this open whole
I can't seem to let it go cause there so much that I miss
It hurts to be alone but you have to dream to grow
You lose someone you need the most to realise this world is shit

I hope onе day we meet again
Numb my pain to come to lead this mеss
Every day you're all I see in my head
I can't believe that shes never coming back

I think I've finally cracked the code oh you like attention
But some how you don't seem to know that I'm so infected
By everything you say and show it's not what I expected
You're someone that deserves to glow
But I meant it when I said it
But these broken bones won't fill this open whole
I can't seem to let it go cause there so much that I miss
It hurts to be alone but you have to dream to grow
You lose someone you need the most to realise this world is shit

I hope one day we meet again
Numb my pain to come to lead this mess
Every day you're all I see in my head
I can't believe that she's never coming back
Cause you're the only girl that I want
You're the only one that I need
Every time we talk we fight
But I won't look when she walks by I've been hurt too many times
I don't need her by my side but its alright cause its my life