Hell and Back

[Intro]
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[Verse]
Sometimes I cry just thinkin' 'bout people I lost
We supposed to be together, I know y'all watchin' me ball
It's hard to deal with when you got so much shit up on your plate
Took some time away from rap, just gotta get my mind straight
So I can give it my all, feelin' like this stress been takin' over
Every day you wanna argue, just don't make it no better
Love you, so I know if I leave, that shit won't make it no better
I'd just be brokenhearted tryna find myself
But I'd rather be brokenhearted than unhappy all over again
Takin' risks that can get a nigga thrown under the pin
You just don't understand this crazy life I live
But this my life so it ain't meant for nobody to understand, but me
Gotta be here for my daughter, can't lose my life out in these streets playin'
'Cause niggas dyin' every day where I'm from
That's why I keep my Glock, put one up top in it before I leave
Ain't notice me when I was broke, but now I bet she notice me
This money brought envy to some people I thought was close to me
Now I don't trust a soul, can't let a broke nigga get close to me
'Cause they'll do anything for a dollar, even if it's off of your plate
Put your hands in my plate and get shot right in your face
Tryna quit smokin' weed, but that's the only thing that keep me straight
Baby, you know I can't live without you, life just ain't the same
'Cause my life is complete with you, them problems, we gon' get through
Just stay down for me, I promise I'ma make you rich, too
I'm tired of breakin' up and goin' through this over and over
All this arguin' and fightin' ain't makin' us no closer
It's just makin' us distant, I'm startin' to feel it
You know I need you in my life, that's all that I been missin'
I hate that we been so distant, it's just feelin' different, not what I'm used to
Know you ain't seen me in some months, so you been watchin' my YouTube
Probably havin' flashbacks 'bout shit we did up in the past
Like how I kill it from the back with my thumb in all your ass
That's how you like it, huh? Real nasty, but my bitch classy
Even when she ain't, she know she mines, nobody can have her
But if you can bag her, then keep her 'cause that bitch disloyal
Ain't gotta question my loyalty 'cause I been there for you
Through hell and back, come take a ride with me if you willin' to die for me
'Cause I'll do the same for you, I know niggas won't slide for me
Sometimes, the realest person on your team be your bitch
'Cause these niggas be quick to switch, so I'ma get rich with my bitch