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Don't wanna talk
Don't try to force words out of me
Cause I don't want your attention and I really don't wanna speak
I can't deal with the tension my body starts getting weak
I always get so aggressive when my anxiety peaks

I'll close my eyes
I can't breath
I don't know why I'm so hard to see

But I was never there at all
I was in my head
I didn't listen to anything you said
I'm just staring off
Ripping out my threads
Wishing I was dead

And it's not that deep
I'm just scared of going under
Care way too much about internet numbers
And all of my fucking thoughts are in a cluster
I'm pissed I wasted every second of my summer