[Intro: Spartz]
[Verse: VenusRaps]
Yeah
I tried to keep myself sane on this journey
My priorities are fucked up
Hate being the one reminding people they should to pay up
Mom saying I'm not the same
Friends saying I switched up
'Cause once they saw me on TV they all thought I'd be paid up
I'm always angry, I can't even write a song no more
Label saying I'm sounding too angry I should sing some more
I'd really like to rap alot and blow some more
'Cause what's the point of all this if I gotta change and be no more
I mеan what's really the point in this shit
The amount of timеs I almost quit would
Be a close knit, maybe a close kill, maybe a new skill
'Cause if I let the pieces I lost, I'd get the big pic
My careers strongly based on what I do with this Bic
But at 12 years old I picked it up and knew I'd be big
10 years later I wake up for it and I'm cool with the kicks
But I just wish I had enough to pay the school for my kids
Well, they my moms but I carry them like they my own
I'm tired of having nothing and complaining everytime I'm home
After all this time I dedicated I thought I'd be on
But look at how this chick got me so fucked up I ain't got a home
I'm angry because everybody see a star in me
But I'm still struggling, still starving, losing every part of me
I just wanna hear my momma say she's proud of me
And if I win awards someday I'd want her to come up with me
[Outro: Spartz]