Flicked the cigarette ,trays of ash, piles of my despair but Ian finished yet
You brought up the times that you was here i can’t remember that
Serotonin gone an well aware starting caring less
Only way to tell I’m really here is when record is pressed
My requests are pending none of my wishes granted
Transmit to places unknown wish i knew how to vanish
Wasn’t myself for so long couldn’t understand it
I’ll never become a clone now that’s a disadvantage
Wiped out diversions feelings back to default settings
Too stubborn to change through my fuck ups how i learned my lessons
Heart gave up i caved in owe that to my depression
Since 17 I figured just use it to my discretion
Distorted no fukin brand name the meaning my life in shambles
These rappers enjoy ya last day wit this tape ill light the candles
Prevailed my lane for 3 years satan try to take the handles
Advise you not to close the curtains better not change the channels
Hook-“
Either wit me or not aye this my heelturn
Wouldn’t change back the clock in the end I’ll still burn
Fuck 25 lighters need 25 bibles stacked on my dresser
Where im gon go still undecided hands full from pressure
Rehearsed these notes my soul indicted true to
My objectives
Sleep wasn’t lost if you don’t like us sicker than y’all collectives
Through this pit of danger i walk alone like Batista or sum
Kayrazy might be crazy die for my pride bitch like vegeta or sum
Undetected wtf you thought ima let these niggas see me or sum
Everybody seem to hate me but assume im accepting defeat or sum
How tf you reach that conclusion
Still retired oko just cruising
Shoulda went to the psych ward cause my mind i feel im losing
Had the game inna chokehold came on the scene they grip loosened
Wanted me on they track but now they hating i see the influence
Cuttin this promo dgaf bout watchu doin
Making my own shit dgaf if you approve it
Killin any nigga come step up dare you to do it
And this ain’t nutin new bitch yk i fukin do this