Heavy Hearts

I found myself back on my feet again
When we were friends and we had nothing left
Now that I'm on the up and up again

My heart's as heavy as it ever gets

How it goes
This is how it goes
I can't give the best of me
Heavy heart inside of me, inside of me

I'm not your curse, I'm not your antidote
There's things I'll do and babe there's things I won't
Don't try to test me I won't play for broke
Your false bravado never wins my vote

How it goes
This is how it goes
I can't give the best of me
Heavy heart inside of me, inside of me

I bang my head, rattle the bars and fight
I can't escape myself, no nothing ever changes
I bite my nails, I'm losing sleep at night
No matter what I do, no nothing ever changes

Please don't believe me 'cause I've been untrue
I don't know why I do these things I do
I'm sorry I can't make it to your door
Without my heavy heart falling through the floor

How it goes
I can't give the best of me, heavy heart inside of me
This is how it goes
I can't give the best of me, heavy heart inside of me

This is how it goes
This is how it goes